I have been awake for 44 hours.
Am currently laying in my bed in a dark room with all of these weightless thoughts that are made up of imaginary problems, My head feels like its going to explode yet at the same time feels so carefree.
My eyes are heavy and feels like gravity is pulling on them, why can't I sleep?.
How can an empty, dark and quiet room seem so full, Bright and loud.

The frustration has kicked in and my palms are sweaty I can feel my heart pumping in my chest.
I hear voices in the background but there muffled through the sounds of my thumping heartbeat.


This is just a peek of an hour in the life of a person that has been diagnosed with panic attacks and depression

Tommorow I get ro do it all over again